{"id":939,"date":"2019-07-17T16:40:04","date_gmt":"2019-07-17T20:40:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sewerlid.com\/?p=939"},"modified":"2019-07-17T16:40:04","modified_gmt":"2019-07-17T20:40:04","slug":"sean-steele","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sewerlid.com\/index.php\/2019\/07\/17\/sean-steele\/","title":{"rendered":"Two Poems by Sean Steele"},"content":{"rendered":"<h1>Index<\/h1>\n<p>Where in the manual of life\u2014<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff;\"><span style=\"visibility: hidden;\">&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/span><\/span>given piecemeal, as demand demands<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff;\"><span style=\"visibility: hidden;\">&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/span><\/span>unfurled like a sheet to settle off-kilter onto some bed of experience<br \/>\n\u2014does it advise as to the intricacies of expression?<\/p>\n<p>in order to ascertain an approximate answer<br \/>\nI thumbed to what of the Index was available to me at the time<br \/>\nin search of resources and references and readjustment routines reticulated<br \/>\nto suit my arrangement (in history and etc.) and thus rearrange and revise my regular routes<\/p>\n<p>the Index referred me to pages of instructions<br \/>\nas to how to hold the brush<br \/>\nor how to position the foot in such-and-such a dance<br \/>\nor how to alliterate so as to allude to alternative assumptions underlying the algorithms of poetry<br \/>\nor even how to position the wrist above the fingers above the piano keys<br \/>\nso as to properly prepare the arm for composition in its ephemeral iterations [see Improvisatory<br \/>\nExpression, p. 1922]<\/p>\n<p>it provided what is called Food For Thought<br \/>\ncross-Indexed, if memory serves,<br \/>\nbut my perusals left an immediate hunger to express in intangibles<br \/>\nas if a fluid were backed up somewhere in the Infinite Flow of Things [cf. Time, p. 3841]<br \/>\nI pursued the Index in search of some corkscrew in metaphor<br \/>\ndesiring a kind of pouring-forth to occur<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff;\"><span style=\"visibility: hidden;\">&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/span><\/span>a form of necessary healing<br \/>\notherwise the cork holds back a kind of emotional sewage<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ffffff;\"><span style=\"visibility: hidden;\">&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/span><\/span>ugly and unavoidable<\/p>\n<p>despite my initial disappointments I know that the Index can continue to offer us its secrets<br \/>\none entry at a time<br \/>\nif perseverance dovetails delicately with perspicacity<\/p>\n<p>I am dreaming of a place in a book<br \/>\nwhere it all comes together<br \/>\nwhere the cartoon bulb alights overtop my illustrated head<br \/>\nand the revelations reduce themselves to entries entered by invisible hands<br \/>\nbenevolent paragraphs reductive in profundity<br \/>\nlike the poetic version of a ship in a bottle<\/p>\n<p>I dislike this vision because it\u2019s parasitic<br \/>\nfeeding off the Volumes Written Already [see Literature, p. 2129]<br \/>\nas if referencing what once was based on reference<br \/>\ncould possibly refract the light any closer to the Truth [cf. Myth, p. 2373]<\/p>\n<p>better still to burn the Book in its entirety<br \/>\nand warm my hands by its incandescence<br \/>\nso they are ample and ready<br \/>\nto record a truth they feel in the wind passing between houses and fingers both<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/sewerlid.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/Steele-Sean-Singing-Naked-Under-The-Full-Moon1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/sewerlid.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/Steele-Sean-Singing-Naked-Under-The-Full-Moon1-1024x983.jpg\" alt=\"??????????\" width=\"640\" height=\"614\" class=\"size-large wp-image-947\" srcset=\"https:\/\/sewerlid.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/Steele-Sean-Singing-Naked-Under-The-Full-Moon1-1024x983.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/sewerlid.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/Steele-Sean-Singing-Naked-Under-The-Full-Moon1-300x288.jpg 300w, https:\/\/sewerlid.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/Steele-Sean-Singing-Naked-Under-The-Full-Moon1.jpg 1259w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\" \/><\/a>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><strong>SEAN STEELE<\/strong>, is a writer, musician, and educator raised on Vancouver Island and based in Toronto. His poetry has previously appeared in <em>Sewer Lid<\/em>. He performs with the rock band Zuffalo, whose debut album was released in 2018 (<a href=\"https:\/\/zuffalo.ca\/music\" rel=\"noopener\" target=\"_blank\">https:\/\/zuffalo.ca\/music<\/a>) and releases his own music as Mareotis, whose latest album was also released in 2018 (<a href=\"https:\/\/mareotis.bandcamp.com\/album\/admiral-nelson-mandala\" rel=\"noopener\" target=\"_blank\">https:\/\/mareotis.bandcamp.com\/album\/admiral-nelson-mandala<\/a>).<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Index Where in the manual of life\u2014 &#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;given piecemeal, as demand demands &#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;unfurled like a sheet to settle off-kilter onto some bed of experience \u2014does it advise as to the intricacies of expression? in order to ascertain an approximate answer&hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/sewerlid.com\/index.php\/2019\/07\/17\/sean-steele\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue Reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[18,9,1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sewerlid.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/939"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sewerlid.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sewerlid.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sewerlid.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sewerlid.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=939"}],"version-history":[{"count":11,"href":"https:\/\/sewerlid.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/939\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1036,"href":"https:\/\/sewerlid.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/939\/revisions\/1036"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sewerlid.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=939"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sewerlid.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=939"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sewerlid.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=939"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}